Sorry I forgot to introduce you to my friend…
they say when one door closes, another opens.
For the moment I think I’m stuck between two places.
As I just stand still and let the rain fall. Numb, cold and yet not unpleasant. I feel my heart racing as I gasp for air to sooth the sharp pains as they crinkle my chest. I am not lost for I am not going anywhere. Still and calm, I hold every bit of me up so I do not fall with the water. I am not looking for the rain to wash it all away but to just stop me for a second and just wait for what is to come next.
~Living on a diet of chocolates and cigarettes.~